Stick my head in a bucket.

...no, seriously. :D my friends and I do it at the barn all the time. We fill up buckets, then dunk our heads in them. Its wonderful!

Or, go out to the lake and go waterskiing or jetskiing. :D

:)

dear f-list.

dont ever travel to countries where you are required to get rabies shots.

and try not to get rabies.

the shots HURT LIKE A MOTHERF***ER.

thats all :)

<3

xxxNell

ok, i need to vent. it may be short, but its a vent nevertheless.

i HATE people who say you can trust them, who say they wont tell anyone else what you just said, and then they turn right back around, and not ONLY do they tell people what you just said, they skew the truth as well, so you are made to look like a terrible person.

i also hate people who are drama whores, and whine and complain and make you sound like the bitchiest person ever, when they're just as much at fault as you are.

its people like that who are my reason for my recent major trust issues. i've found that of all my friends, i can really only trust the ones im closest to. almost everyone else are lying, cheating scum. and really deserve a good punch to the nuts.

ok, thats my rant for now.

ps- this has nothing to do with anyone on here, promise :) i love you all dearly, so no worries :)

so im thinking of getting seether's latest album, Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces, tattooed on my arm. not now, sometime in the near to slightly distant future.

but anyway, these are the three fonts im thinking of:

Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces (kunstler script)

Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces (French script mt)

Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces (Edwardian script itc)

i really hope these dont come out all the same....thoughts??

 

i cant stop listening to this song lately....

"Valentine's Day". Linkin Park.

my insides all turn to ash
so slow
and blew away as I collapsed
so cold

a black wind took them away
from sight
and now the darkness over day
that night

and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection
but not now
cause my path has lost direction
somehow

a black wind took you away
from sight
and now the darkness over day
that night
and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied

and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

so now you're gone
the day is wrong
I never knew
 what it was like
 to be alone on a Valentine's Day

on a Valentine's Day
on a Valentine's Day
on a Valentine's Day
on a Valentine's Day

(i used to be my own protection)
on a Valentine's Day
(but not now)
on a Valentine's Day
(cause my mind has lost direction)
on a Valentine's Day
(somehow)
on a Valentine's Day

(i used to be my own protection)
on a Valentine's Day
(but not now)
on a Valentine's Day
(cause my mind has lost direction)
on a Valentine's Day
(somehow)

www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,529328,00.html


Billy Mays died this morning? Um what? Has anyone else heard this? Or is someone pulling a really mean prank?

so, i just had half of the woodbury fire department at my house.

cool.

my mom set our kitchen (specifically our stove) on fire. it was entertaining, to say the least.

everyone's ok, but the stove didn't make it, sadly.

RIP 1950's Era Stove. You will Be Missed.

i have to be up at 7 to leave my house at 7.15 so i can get to waterbury before 8am to sit through a four hour drug and alcohol class when i cant even get my license until december. what fuckery is this? its summer. oh hell.

oh well. thats life i suppose.

<3

xxxNell.

well, the title sort of says it all.

hooray uberviolent storms of doom! the sky is turning black, tornado warnings, and hydroplaning warnings.

my state is screweddddd. this should be interesting.

DUDES. FIVE BANDS COMING OUT WITH NEW ALBUMS! SO EFFING STOKED.

Get ready for this:

Killswitch Engage- comes out June 30th- 8 DAYS!!

Saosin- not sure when it's being released, but their album is done! And they're gonna be at Warped in 20 days!! :D

Paramore- Sometime in September I think? Gonna have to get someone to send that to me in India!! :D

My Chemical Romance and Linkin Park- From what I hear, both bands are at work on new albums- MCR is currently tracking their new stuff in the studio, so maybe it'll be released sometime this fall? And I think LP is anticipating an early '10 release!! Again, gonna have to get those sent to me, or maybe see if I can get them from England/ Amazon UK. AWESOME.

ok, going over to the barn. peace out dudess!

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xxxNell

this is the LJ version of a re-tweet.

nabbed from ardvari :
</a></b></a>doom_cherries posted this.

The earth's rotation has changed in the last oh, 30,000 years, the astrological signs determined way back when aren't correct now.

Capricorn - Jan 20 to Feb 16
Aquarius - Feb 16 to Mar 11
Pisces - Mar 11 to Apr 18
Aries - Apr 18 to May 13
Taurus - May 13 to Jun 21
Gemini - Jun 21 to Jul 20
Cancer - Jul 20 to Aug 10
Leo - Aug 10 to Sep 16
Virgo - Sep 16 to Oct 30
Libra - Oct 30 to Nov 23
Scorpius - Nov 23 to Nov 29
Ophiuchus - Nov 29 to Dec 17
Sagittarius - Dec 17 to Jan 20



umm WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT. fuck that, i like being a Sagittarius, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

that is all.

so, mom and i are driving into new milford today right? and we come up to an intersection near the roxbury/new milford town line. (note, im driving the pick up truck)

so there's a car in the oncoming lane turning onto our road, there's a red piece of crap car behind me thats been tailing me for the last 20 minutes, and so im like ok, i can turn now. blinker on, let out the clutch..-mom's phone rings, she goes to pick it up, i start turning and NELLIE THERE'S A CAR THERE- HONK HONK HONK. and the dude didnt even slow down when i pulled out, despite the fact that i nearly hit him because i didn't see him.

*hits head* stupid stupid stupid. i think i didnt even LOOK to the right to see if there was a car coming. Or maybe i did and didn't register how close he was, i'm not sure. either way, at least i survived a near accident. o.O after making a few stops, and buying some stuff at big y, i let mom drive because my nerves right now are all ka-flooy. ugh.

so that was my morning. yay! >.<

(^^ name that song, you will be awesomee.)


yay for playing matchmaker? or...sort of at least i suppose. a sincere feeling of deja vu from last summer, though im not the one needing the push now, haha. and helping two friends figure out each other. goodness, what an evening. ohh life. you never cease to surprise me.

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01) Bold what is true about you.
02) Underline what is half true.
03) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five LJ friends.
06) Ask me anything about the bold/italicized/underlined.

 

( LONG SURVEY HERE )


TAGGED:

irishjeeper 
searchand_dstry 
tiktac 
ardvari    

also, apparently faking sleep doesn't work the way it used to.

i want a door that locks. properly.

i want a window that i can escape out of.

 i want parents who will actually let me grow up and be independent.

most of all, i want out. now. right fucking now. i cant take this shit any more. i've taken it all year and i'm not taking it any more.

take a last look around while you're alive...

The new Killswitch Engage song :]

"Starting Over"

( panic under here, in case anyone cares about my trivial panic moments :) )


that is all.

<3
xxxNell